Heimkehr: In Between Berlin and the Great Plains

I'm already here,
on these Great Plains
that draw the storms of the summer
up like a great fit of temper
inside the body of a small child.
But I'm still feeling you inside me.

How can you be so far away,
when I can still taste the cool smoothness
of your water on my skin?
when the stink of your humanity
still clings to my clothes and burns my eyes?
How can you be so far away
when the beauty of your
damaged past still haunts me so?
when you've fed me so well
in my clumsy machinations
through your streets?

And I know,
that with every passing week,
the details of everything I adore about you
will begin to fade
and you'll become a dead caricature
of puppetry and mirrors
intangible at the edge of my vision
and fading evermore into the distance.

The adventures become episodes,
constrained by fences of time and space
until they finally fall under the realm of
"That was then, and this is now:
and it's time to move on."

Berlin: Long Days and Cool Nights

Alone in a city where everyone seems to be in love.
Where are you sleeping tonight?
My bed is so full of ghosts,
Nesting with my sleepless nights.
And yours is so full of hers.
Between the bruises and the teeth marks,
there's a silence that strangles
my frozen heart.
I find myself sleeping on the bus, in class.
Anywhere the noise is loud enough,
To keep the silence at bay.